Wednesday, May 16, 2007

If I had a Million dollars...

Wow, I really can honestly say it sucks to be a working woman in this county. What a load of BS that has been spewed to me for years about how women can have it all when the truth is you can have it all but at what seems like a very high price. We are in another upheaval over day care again. We are planning to move Matthew to another new situation #3457892... I am not even sure I can fully express how I am feeling again because I have hashed and rehashed it all in my mind nine million times since the days before I brought Matthew home from the hospital. I am not quitting my job so that is not even an option but I wish we could find the "right" place for our son to spend his days. My dear sweet kind little boy whom I love more then anything and the truth be known, no one is ever going to love and take care of him the way I (we) do... UGH. My stomach is in an uproar once again and my mind has not been on work for weeks so my work is clearly suffering (which is never good when my whole lively hood depends on me to being present and engaged every moment I am at work...) What the hell is wrong with this world that we cannot find the right "village" to help raise our children? It makes no sense to me...

SO since I can barely consider talking about the day care situation I will tell you that if I had a million dollars I would hire the best nanny on earth or I would clone myself (screw you George Bush!)

6 comments:

jennifer said...

GOOD LORD NO! DONT SCREW GEORGE BUSH!!!!

Welcome to our World said...

OMG, yeah so I might want to think about re-wording that comment, eh?

jennifer said...

Well, I didn't get the most pleasing mental image from it :)

Welcome to our World said...

no no me either after you mentioned it - I was thinking more of me flipping the bird at GW... maybe I should have stated as such!

jennifer said...

Every time we drive by the White House I always flip it off :)

Welcome to our World said...

Okay that is stinking classic - I love it! Hmm, make sure you give it one from me too ;)