Hmmm what word could I use to describe today?? Suckalious. Craptastic. Fucking Fun Filled FRUSTRATION? AND people actually choose to do this day in and day out, right? I mean for some people NOT going to work is like a choice and OMG does that Kate chick totally have EIGHT kids (and Kelly - UMMM Sainthood is being requested BY ME FOR YOU), 'cause hey TWO two kicked my ever loving ARSE today. YESH. Hell's bells. KILL ME NOW.
I am now glad the in laws are coming for like FOREVER and seriously they can stay FOREVER. I want to die. I want to ram a blade into my throat and call it a day BUT I still have to cook dinner (HA, left overs and a premade salad totally counts right?!??!), vacuum the basement because it has been since like April (ah yeah that would be M's birthday- please bring your kids by to hang out at my CLEAN clean house), breast feed 900 more times because I let the baby sleep all afternoon oh and yeah she SO will not sleep for me till about midnight so a mother's work is never done. Also, all the stress and worry I have felt the past two weeks is catching up in the form of indigestion so every time I think about eating I feel the storm pit of my stomach a BREWING and it is SO not pretty. Thank GAWD for Tums.
YES, I know I KNOW this is what I signed up (also this a bit tongue and cheek in case you were wondering though in part it is not)... please note I like to bitch about it no matter what. I cannot pretend that I love it all because DUDE I do not like some it. I do however love my son and this beautiful little baby who will totally breastfeed ANYWHERE and likes to sleep (OMG she will stop doing this soon, like any day now, HUH?!) I love that M can sing all the words to Wonder Pets and loves to dance to lame kid music (and gets me to dance to it to). I love that baby with all of my heart and soul and I feel totally blessed and seriously can a human be in love like that THREE times in their life, 'cause that rocks.
I love my kids, I love my life, I am happy but today I felt like I wanted to flee the Hurricane that was my world today and yet... yet I am still here and I will turn around and do it again tomorrow and the next day... thankfully until the inlaws arrive!
On a storm related note, PHOTOS (from last week. and also these photos are supposed to make up for the negative bitch fest I just had you know UP there. Yeah me.)